Sooo... a lot has been going on. I'm still hanging out with Ray. Sebastian and I hang out constantly though. We make out a lot. I guess you could say I care about him. I just don't like feeling strongly about people because relationships are such a burden. I have too much to do. I'm trying to get good grades here. I think I have a B in Latin ( Read more... )

I'm bored. And hungry. All I could find in this apartment was a pear and a few graham crackers. I'm planning on spending the entire day in the arcade after my last class. I can't believe we waste money in there, but oh well. This whole entry is pointless.

Halloween party last night. I had lots of fun, and got pretty drunk. I don't remember much, but I do remember kissing Sebastian.

Well last night was another miserable time with Ray. Maybe I should just talk to him about it instead of complaining in my public thought process. But I doubt it'd change anything.
I'm thinking maybe I should start being really gross from now on. Not shaving, not grooming myself at all. Because then- just maybe I wouldn't have asshole pig men ( Read more... )

So now for a little update on my personal life. It kinda sucks. Ray and I have been sleeping together for about a month now, and I'm just not being satisfied. He puts no emotion into anything at all. I mean, I definitely don't want him to be all lovey dovey because God knows I can't stand that. But throughout the duration, he could at least ask me ( Read more... )

The smell of rotting pumpkin is so freaking disgusting. Now we have to go out and buy a new one ( Read more... )

So here is the start of my new journal. Not sure how much I'll use it, but we'll give it a try ( Read more... )