nothing*real*ever*has*a*happy*ending
yeah there is no pain like the sting of tears....except for the that sharp sting when the razorblade slices yr wrist........is everyone happy to hear that i cried over him again?.....cuz if that was what you were aiming for then you have accomplished it......she's a whore and he's an asshole....maybe they are better together then me and him......idk time will tell i guess.......and i don't want sympathy from anyone.....i will take full blame for letting this happen to me....and guess what.....i KNOW it will happen again but i am still here.....my my my....my heart works in a mysterious way.....i wish i had the ability to control it.....but i don't........w/e......i am going to sleep away my afternoon.....then i am going to wash my pillowcase...b/c i promise that it will be tearstained and make-up smudged.....o well......it's all my fault anyways....it always is....
i take my blade when i get pissed and add another scar to my wrist......
maybe i'll bleed to death....that would be great....