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[__so_we_beat_on]

i thought i was over him
i never think about him anymore
then why cant i take this news?
ive been through it all with him...
why cant i deal with this?

it hurts to be lied to.

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[superchelle]

No matter how hard YOU try to get over someone,
and no matter what you do to try
the only real way is time.
When me and Wesley broke up I had to admit to myself
that getting over our 2year relationship was
going to take more than a week.
And I had to admit to myself that I loved him
before I could truly get over him.
I had to really break down before I could move up.
It sometimes still hurts to think about all
the cheating that went on, that I wasn't the only girl in
his life.
But only now can I look at that and not get angry or upset.
It took 2 years for me to be able to go through one of my closets and throw away anything and everything he gave me.
It's going to take time but before you know it
you can look back and say that you really are over him
and things like what you are going through won't hurt as much.

[__so_we_beat_on]

i thought i was already there, its been four months.
i guess i was over the idea of me and him
but im not over the idea of him with someone else.
when i think about my life lately i know i have no room to feel that way
still, its hard news to take.