work is crazy.
school is slack.
i work with my best friend.
and have two classes with my other.
currently grouned for the
next THREE WEEKS. oh well.
i will marry that boy someday.
steven is currently at the er.
apparently the volleyball
was more important than his head.
so he needs stitches now.
that's life. but i love it.

today was my last day at h2o to go.
HALLELUJAH!!
i can't spell that word. britt help me out.

shana comes home in like what..? a week.
HELL YES! then life will return to its
utter sweetness and my life will be complete.

summer is ending soon, but senior year.
i can't wait ( Read more... )

uhmm

summers ending.
I MISS SHANA.
i could count my real friends on one hand.
faggot school starts the 29th.
which really means my summer is over then too.
i love my dog more than all of you.

so it's official;

stevem's going back to faggot school.

FUCK FUCK FUICKASD?FHAIUHSDFJHASDF !!!!

i am officiall obsessed.
steven took me to see dukes last night.
and well let's just say that
my obsession with jessica simpson
has been taken to another level.


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well what if i ripped your heart apart at the seams? maybe then you would know how i feel.

But that day will most likely never come for me ( Read more... )

i've been having strange dreams lately.
maybe it's stress, or anxiety. i don't know.
lately things have been so hott and cold.
steven and i are either at eachothers throats,
or talking about marriage one day?
there's no medium. no in between.
it's like a neverending story.
and it constantly stresses me out.

my sister is leaving in 8 days!!
she's ( Read more... )

all i feel is apathy. sometimes life just isn't fucking fair. steven is the only person that really keeps me going right now. i have a sour attitude, and i really don't care about anyone. my phone doesn't ring anymore. there's no one knocking down doors to see me. he's the only person that really cares.

but i can only blaim myself.

i don't think anyone even reads this anymore.

my sister is moving.
steven is going back to faggot school. yippy skippy. not.
shana is still not back. and i miss her terribly.
18 in TWO AND A HALF MONTHS.
then i can buy my own GOD DAMN CIGARETTES.

I GOT A NEW JOB.
indeed i did.
gooooodbye h2o to go.
there's a new texas roadhouse over by kohl's in greenbrier ( Read more... )

i'm back.
i need a cigarette.
my best friend is gone.
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