Trying to balance our time spent together is probably one of the hardest things I've ever done. I miss him most of the time, but when we see each other I feel like I shouldn't be there because all I want to do is kiss him. Half the time I am kicking myself over why I even did this in the first place, but I know we will both be thankful for it when ( Read more... )

This week has been the hardest I've had to go through in quite some time. I had to say goodbye to two people whom I still love. One of them may be permanent, the other just for now.

My graduation is supposed to be one of the happiest nights of my life. Now I'm not so sure.

Thank you for validating why I stopped seeing you in the first place. I needed a reminder.

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Aside from the other night after having a couple drinks, I've had no desire to smoke. I'm determined to never go back to that awful habit. I've also been exercising regularly because I can finally BREATHE.

Day 5 of being cigarette-free.

I'll keep you posted.

i've been having two kinds of dreams lately: the ones i can't differ from reality, and the ones that are just completely bizarre. i can't sleep in on the weekends anymore unless i'm at Bill's. it's so strange. when i wake up i don't feel at ease because my dreams keep confusing the hell out of me. it's pretty unsettling ( Read more... )

why is it that we're nicer to strangers than we are to our own friends?

grow the hell up.

sometimes i feel like the effort i put forth doesn't pay off. other times, though, i know something's on my side.

you know when you're that crazy kind of happy? like the cant sleep or stop smiling kind of happy? yeah.