i stayed up really fucking late last night. until like 3:30 ( Read more... )

...so school wants me to be in honors classes. i dunno ( Read more... )

i'm going to give myself and ulser [ulcer ( Read more... )

things i hate about myself ( Read more... )

wow. i'm shaking. and i can't stop. i can barely control my fingers & hands enough to type. when i walk my legs and knees and ankles feel all wobbly. i have the worst pain in my side. i feel like i'm going to collapse. this is so weird.
i need to feel better.

ohmygod.
i have a new husband.
raaaawr.
<3333333

haligh, haligh, a lie, haligh ( Read more... )

i wan everything back. i want it to be the same. i can't deal with this. my friends suck. half of my friends live in suburbs and don't know how to call or go online and the other half... work, think we're 'drifting' act like big psychos all the time, or dont ever fucking want to do anything ever ever ever ever. or they fucking blow each other off. ( Read more... )

tonight is one of those nights where my face is going to be soaked in tears until i fall asleep. then when i wake up my skin will be dry and salty. i hate when i feel like this ( Read more... )

oh my gaaaawd. there's a hot ass bitch freshman at my school ( Read more... )