ignore last entry. st00pid arguments.

anyway, today was pretty good. after school i went over adams. well, to his grams house. actually it's his house now. RIGHT when we got there we had sex haha. then we walked to corey & ruths, got hhiigghh, left after awhile, went back to his house and ate with his gram. i <3 adams nonnie. she's amazing. i ( Read more... )

things have never been so swell. NOT. i think i experienced my first migrane tonight. if what i had wasn't a migrane, then i'll give up anything to not ever get one. my head never hurt so fucking bad before ( Read more... )

i think today was the worst day ever. i'm still grounded for something that happend back in november. it's really fucking retarded. i'm only aloud out when my mom has something to do (if SHES not going to be home) so basicly, whenever shes home, i have to be home. it's a beautiful day, i can't even go for a walk. fuck, i wish i didn't have a collar ( Read more... )

last night was a weird night. i was depressed for no reason and i just kept crying over the gayest shit, like my dad. adam kept asking me what was wrong and i just kept giving him an attitude. i feel bad but oh well. and speaking of adam, i keep having these weird dreams. we always break up over something HE did, like cheating. he's going away to ( Read more... )

so i'm not going back from the last time i updated. i figure that if you're my real friend, you'd know what the fuck went on ( Read more... )

well happy fucking new year. this really sucks. all my plans got ruined. tonight i was supposed to stay over adams since i wouldnt have a ride home (everyone would be drinking..) and my with my mom "there was NO WAY she was driving at midnight to come get me" im "grounded" now because i threw a bowl and punched my computer. well whatever, here i am ( Read more... )

i just got dicked over tonight. i was supposed to go up to adams house but instead, he finds out theres a show he wanted to go to. chris calls him up and i get an "oh i feel so bad, im really sorry but i need to go to this" he can go to a show any other day. well congradulations adam, you're one step closer to getting dumped ( Read more... )

so i slept over beths sometime but i forget when. me, her and kishbaw got really high. i ate 3 peanutbutter sandwiches, a bag of middlesworth sour cream and onion chips, and drank soda. i threw up. but overall, i had a great night. i love those two <33 ( Read more... )

okay so im back. everything is done and over with, but whatever. i obviously didnt learn my lesson on a count of im high as a mother right now. purple haze + kind bud do you good ( Read more... )

ahh so where do i start?

me and adam are good, i love him to death <33
me and beth are good, i love her to death <33
me and kishbaw are GREAT, i sex him to death <33 ( Read more... )