i can't stand this indecision; married with a lack of vision (everybody wants to rule the world)

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welcome to your life
there's no turning back

it's my own design
it's my own remorse
help me to decide
help me make the most
of freedom and of pleasure
nothing ever lasts forever
everybody wants to rule the world

i am tired of breakdowns & we're contemplating moving to sydney in the future.

i'm not even sure what's left there ...

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i want to come back!

i'm just scared that i won't have any friends to come home to, because i've been gone for so long and haven't really spoken to people since i moved :(

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more to the point, you may find that you've moved on from some of them?

well i've defenitely moved on from taking drugs & general pashing adventures LOL

I don't talk to you a lot, but I can tell you're not the same person that left!

:/

it's weird, at times i'll think i've completely changed - then someone from sydney will mention a trait that i have and i'll be "oh! i still do that!" and then i kinda remember who i was. speaking to sean reminds me a LOT of my refusal to change LOLOL

i know i've DEFENITELY been a lot more negative the past 18 months. but then i've had to undergo a lot that i've never experienced before in my life.

i don't really remember how i was when i left ... it's been over 3 years :/

i'm still likable .. i hope!

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WILL YOU STILL BE MY FRIEND NICKY?

EVEN THOUGH WE ARE BOTH MAKING OUT WITH NEW PEOPLE?