it seems like im never happy anymore
and whenever i am its just pretend ..

everyone is being a dipshit today .
america hates me .
but whatever .
its just cuz they cant deal with the fact that i am better than every single one of them
yeah suckers <3

i have such a busy weekend and im just so tired i wanna go to bed at liek 8:00 tonight. im so angry at the world i dont know why its gotta stop. i wanna punch everyone.

hi my name is amanda. today i realized this will never end. no matter how hard i try. so i might as well give in. it wasnt over. i thought it was. but im not that smart apparently. i wish it would end. or start over. <3

today me and maritza kinda went everywhere. and we saw a shawn lookalike and i was nervous. in the worst possible way. we both were. then we went in an abandoned parking lot that i've always wanted to go in. and took pictures. i hate feelings. why do i have them. and its even worse because theyre feelings for someone random and just unattainable i ( Read more... )

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dear dominoes ( Read more... )

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

thats all i can say .

<3

i havent written in a while. nothing intresting has happened really . im tired. school was random today probably. i love how me and brittany just sit in gavins and make fun of everything he does and sing random spill canvas songs and try to figure out what song it is. and we have tea parties. and pass notes. and gavin sees/hears it all and does ( Read more... )

so today was a good day. my foot is asleep. and i cant stop sneezing. tomorrow i am not going to school im going to the dentist then im getting a flu shot then im going to walmart then im going to the amazing dollar store and then were getting food. i dyed my hair tonight. black ish . i dont know it never comes out right i have to get the blackest ( Read more... )