for.. you.. lex

[__tea_party]

yeah yesterday was alright.. i guess

i went to the mall thinking that it would be wonderful! a very fun time with my friends you know... and for the most part i was very happy to see lex again it was nice, no matter how terrible i was to him .. i guess?

now I know exactly what love is
Love is not a feeling
Like butterflies in your stomach or

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[syllogisms]

hey rikki you do NOT need to feel this bad about yourself.
it's funny because alex puts like 234903248 people in this same situation at one time.
for the last 2 weeks he's like "ohmagod maitri i totally love you" and yeah it's sweet but it's probably a load of crap.
don't let him get to you like this. trust me, i've made that mistake and it only hurt me in the long run. the thing about alex is he abuses the word love like no other, and says it to a million people at one time, but it's just impossible to feel that way about everyone. he just doesn't get it.
don't let him get to you. you're a good kid and he doesn't have any right to make you feel that way. trust me, i know; he does it to me every single day of life.
if you wanna talk you know where to find me

[syllogisms]

ps, add me?

[__tea_party]

thanks soo much
yeah im trying not to let it get it me
its just kinda hard
and talking to you
has helped sooo much because you know what im talking about
you went through it to
and im happy i got your screen name
its helping alot
ill try not to let him get to me
yea.. it hurts..:/

thanks soo much <3 of course ill add you

[syllogisms]

no problem
i'm going through it right now, actually, and it sucks
he still doesn't get it that love actually means something
and one day he says it to me, and the next he takes it back
he wrote some bs in his lj for me; yeah it was all lies
and it's so dumb that he thinks he can lie about something as important as this
i'm glad i could help, just keep your chin up
<3 we should hang out

[__tea_party]

yeah i read it in his lj
yes it was cute but
i wouldnt believe it either:/

and yes we should hang out.. your funny <3

[kingnothing1019]

yea im not gonna talk to either of you anymore this is crap and i have better things to do then love people who talk behind my back

[madcow9100]

this really isn't behind ur back if u easily READ it.

[kingnothing1019]

maybe i was talking about lj?
go away?

[madcow9100]

i was refering to lj. and im just saying, doesn't seem lik talking behind someones back. i wouldn't put anything on lj that i woouldn't mind any1 seeing. just saying.

[tahitisweetie14]

Hey Ricki, it's Rachel. Don't worry about those people. They're asses. You just keep your head up high, and keep going on. I know, it sounds wierd, but it helps.