Wow my last home game is tomorrow ( Read more... )

Hm well....I realized I need to start practicing for honor band...I can't ever get to the bandroom and practice cause I'm not in class...gosh...I'll figure something out. Jazz band starts soon and as of now I'm the only one on drumset which is great with me, cause I told him if any freshmen or anything were going to do it and he was going to let ( Read more... )

Wow I don't know what to think...cause it seems like some people have changed a lot and I have no idea who they are or if it's worth even trying because I doubt I'm anywhere near as important to them as they are to me...yeah it's a lot of people...well not a lot but a few. Gosh ( Read more... )

Yeah I'm awfully confused...I don't know. Yesterday was kinda fun. I came home around 11 and eventually got ready to go...cut my hair again...went bowling, saw Into the Blue (it was terrible), went to Taco Bell, dropped my camera off at Wal Mart, then came home with my homie and tried to look at the stars but it was cloudy. It's kinda lame being ( Read more... )

Do you even care anymore?

I try so hard ( Read more... )

This weekend has been pretty good even though things didn't go exactly as planned, which is a good thing ( Read more... )

I don't feel like I'm making anyone happy
Not myself, certainly
Not anyone else either, happiness happy or satisfied happy
I'm just seriously...not good enough

Today went like this:

Mediocre
Boring
Mildly interesting
Sleepy
Panicky
Fun
Productive
Terrible
Frustrating
Angry
Spastic
Fun
Funner
More fun
Less fun
No fun
Chores
Essay

So my last first game was last night ( Read more... )