i took a nap today. i had a dream that i bumped into ashton kutcher at a random party. then for some reason my mom showed up, and she told me that i needed to go home. but i showed her ashton kutcher, and she told me i could stay. hahaha. WHAT DOES THIS MEAN?!!

my weekend consisted of: work, taryn, beer pong, 46 wood, IRONMAN!, katie, sushi, katie and me cheering for runners, seeing my dad accomplish an incredible goal, walking for cancer, sleeping for an hour in a tent with four cute kids, and sleeping my entire sunday away ( Read more... )

coming home from work to see a room full of balloons, streamers, rose pedals, a big YES!, and a cute boy is the loveliest surprise ever ( Read more... )

today i am going to grand canyon university with my anatomy class to see a cadaver presentation. and then they are serving us lunch. does anybody else think it's a little weird to be served lunch at a presentation of dead bodies? who's going to have an appetite after seeing disected muscles of somebody's dead relative ( Read more... )

there are so many things going on that i convince myself don't bother me, but i know that clearly they do. like the fact that somehow it is so much easier for you to hate me than the one you were so sincerely apologetic to. and how someone i love will continue to put me as his very last priority in the world, yet he'll claim to love me back with ( Read more... )

new york city was fabulous. we explored the city a lot, went to a few museums, and had ourselves a good time. we only saw one broadway show because my mom's friend got us a good deal on tickets. it was la cage aux folles, which is a hilarious musical about drag queens. in addition to the abundance of transvestites, the sets were fucking incredible ( Read more... )

at 1:15 in the morning i will be off to the beautiful city of new york!!!

at my school, years from now, if the only rememberance of me will be in a picture hung up in the office with five hundred other kids in it, i'm glad that i'll at least be remembered next to seven of my closest friends.


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i know as time goes by, i'll be okay. i'm proud of myself for knowing what is best for both of us and for having the strength to do something about it. i just wish it didn't hurt so badly. and i wish i didn't miss him so much. and i wish that every little thing didn't remind of me of him ( Read more... )

Far past these roads there is a place ( Read more... )