i might not be able to make myself consistantly (or constantly) happy, but i wanted to say that ( Read more... )

i am not talking to people right now so livejournal is the only way i have to communicate until i go home tomorrow in which case i'll get to go right back to a world consisting of no one other than danny and sara and god and potato. but sometimes there are just things you want to tell people right when they happen because if you don't, you'll lose ( Read more... )

i'm not going to write pretty metaphors or allude to anything.
sometimes you have to be blunt.

i want to die.

the internet is working right now and i have nothing else to do so i'm typing this on word and i'll copy and paste later. i only mentioned that side note because i wanted everyone to know that contrary to the evidence presented, i hated doogie howser when i was little. that and if there was ever a blog site at "www.doogiehoswer.com" i would ditch ( Read more... )

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uh, sometimes i miss murfreesboro. mainly because that's the only place one could say ( Read more... )

i thought i might have something important to say. i used to know how to write. i don't know whose life i'm living.

my life is a movie. my life was a movie. is was is was is was.
history repeats itself.
nineteen fifties sitcom.

it's rumspringa time.
hearts break no matter where you run to.

white picket fences ae of no use when no one is around to see them.
i quit my job and david quit me.
hello. i'm the twenty year old cat woman.
sw33t.
i hate my position in life.

i don't have anything with much profound value to tell you so here's a quick round of catch up ( Read more... )

fuck the internet.
if you want to know what i have to say, call me.
i don't put my heart on myspace or livejournal now.
there go my scene points.