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i'm tired of everything. i don't want to do anything. i don't like anything. the people i want to do things with, i can't; the things i want to do, i can't. everyday i wake up with a headache, but not that kind of headache. everything hurts so much sometimes that i can actually feel my chest crushing my insides. i don't even care that i'm not going to get into college, 'cause i'm not applying myself at all this year. so why would my life suddenly turn around and decide to do something awesome for a change? it probably wouldn't. my family doesn't even care about me anymore. "oh, we're probably going to miss your graduation? oh well, who cares." i'm sorry that that's important to me, but of course it's okay. tiffany doesn't really have feelings so we can continue to tear her apart. i'm done 'cause really, who cares?
