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.::edit::. amazing how you can pour your heart out to someone and they dont even say anything about it...*tear*.::edit::.
yeah so the new layout... i made it myself jay kay jay kay! thanks to Steph for it cause i love love love love it!!!!! thanks!<3
i'm sorry for everything i've ever said to you, any lie, any truth. anything. sometimes i wished 11-15-03 never exsisted because then you wouldn't have had to meet me and be treated like shit everday since 12-22-03... i'm sorry for letting you down and doing the two things i said i never would i ruined it. i blew it. i fucked up so bad. yet you forgive me and say its okay i love you way to much to break up with you now.. and then i have the nerve to say i think we should take a break. well im a bitch and youve taught me a lot of things since weve been together and thats one of them. you have never said that to me and youve never acted like it but ive realized it. i cant treat you like this. your amazing and you deserve an angel. not a bitch who cant even go thru one day without fighting with someone. i dont deserve you, i dont even deserve to kiss the ground you walk on. if i were you i would have been fed up by day one. and i would have never continued for our soon to be 4 months anniversary. thats crazy. youre crazy. i cant say i love you because you wouldnt believe it after everything i just said to you so im just gonna leave the words hanging on the tip of my tongue and not throw them away like they mean nothing. my drama teacher said those are some of the most powerful words you can say to someone and i use them as if they mean nothing. well its time to stop. i dont love everyone like i say i do. i honestly dont. but i need to focus my love on one earthly person. Brandon. he deserves not only the words. but the actions. im sorry babe. you need to know that you are too good for me and you could get anyone. everyday i look at your picture on my wall and think about how much you tell me you love me and how much i blow you off. i cant stand it. if i havent broken your heart enough. realize this has broken mine. i seriously would die for you. ♥ i would do anything just for you. just to see you smile. i heard that song from Tim McGraw and it made me cry because i thought of you and how much ive hurt you. i want you to know this now. forget everything ive ever said to you. forget the previous i love you's that meant something. and take this one that means everything. I Love You Brandon Rallo
i dont care who thinks relationships arent supposed to be this serious. dont bother me if you think that because i have a different opinion and its obviously not changing. so be my friend but dont give me your views on this situation.
yeah so the new layout... i made it myself jay kay jay kay! thanks to Steph for it cause i love love love love it!!!!! thanks!<3
i'm sorry for everything i've ever said to you, any lie, any truth. anything. sometimes i wished 11-15-03 never exsisted because then you wouldn't have had to meet me and be treated like shit everday since 12-22-03... i'm sorry for letting you down and doing the two things i said i never would i ruined it. i blew it. i fucked up so bad. yet you forgive me and say its okay i love you way to much to break up with you now.. and then i have the nerve to say i think we should take a break. well im a bitch and youve taught me a lot of things since weve been together and thats one of them. you have never said that to me and youve never acted like it but ive realized it. i cant treat you like this. your amazing and you deserve an angel. not a bitch who cant even go thru one day without fighting with someone. i dont deserve you, i dont even deserve to kiss the ground you walk on. if i were you i would have been fed up by day one. and i would have never continued for our soon to be 4 months anniversary. thats crazy. youre crazy. i cant say i love you because you wouldnt believe it after everything i just said to you so im just gonna leave the words hanging on the tip of my tongue and not throw them away like they mean nothing. my drama teacher said those are some of the most powerful words you can say to someone and i use them as if they mean nothing. well its time to stop. i dont love everyone like i say i do. i honestly dont. but i need to focus my love on one earthly person. Brandon. he deserves not only the words. but the actions. im sorry babe. you need to know that you are too good for me and you could get anyone. everyday i look at your picture on my wall and think about how much you tell me you love me and how much i blow you off. i cant stand it. if i havent broken your heart enough. realize this has broken mine. i seriously would die for you. ♥ i would do anything just for you. just to see you smile. i heard that song from Tim McGraw and it made me cry because i thought of you and how much ive hurt you. i want you to know this now. forget everything ive ever said to you. forget the previous i love you's that meant something. and take this one that means everything. I Love You Brandon Rallo
i dont care who thinks relationships arent supposed to be this serious. dont bother me if you think that because i have a different opinion and its obviously not changing. so be my friend but dont give me your views on this situation.