yayuh, you wish you were THIS emo

Apr 19, 2004 21:11

My heart yearns to be with you everyday. my waterfall of love will never stop flowing. the rain is a symbolism of the tears i shed for you every second. i hear the rain whispering you name. and i long to respond. but you have so clearly shown me im all alone. alone in the cold cold world. filled with my broken heart that you have so loathingly stabbed with the pencil from your soul. ive said i loved you and it meant something. but nothing could ever equal as much love as i put into this. as this means everything to me. because i'll always be the one who loved you without limits. the words you think you mean are like knives. puncturing wounds to my suffering heart and you can not possibly mean these things. for you have told me you would love me until the world stopped revolving. these words flow from my heart to this paper with the perserverance that you listen and will someday believe me. i could write a million billion songs and need but one mic. not so sing. but to swing. because i could scream of my love all the way to the kangaroos and back around the world (fucking kangaroos, WTF mate?!) i write this poem of love from the tears of my broken heart (snifle) my heart urins for the pleasurness of your emoness. hands down, youre the most beautiful thing ive ever seen . i long to run my fingers through your long emo-y hair, your eyes light up and the sun dances through them with the beauty of a thousand million sunsets. i cry that this moment never ends so i can look into your soul forever ever ever. you spilled the gatorade bottle of love and as they empty into the drain of my heart, my soul fills with your hatefull words as i stumble towards you, my eyes blurry with the tears from our dying love. if i was chinese, no dental floss could blind me from the knife you stabed through my bleeding heart.
i just want to make you laugh... tears of joy not of disparing dispite runing down your soft cheeks. i'll hang myself with spag-hetti before you break my heart again. a thousand million daggers peirce my heart every time i think of you. your beautiful face is tatooed on my mind, never fading like the love i do, will, and always have for you, sugar honey baby doll popsicle cupcake. i am le tired of your ignorance to my kind words you'll never understand. so pick my broken heart and dust it off, its not easy being green with lonliness and heartache...
.::edit::.
today i looked out into the sunset and in it i saw your face. it made me cry., cry tears shed fresh from my open heart. my heart now in pieces, after giving it to you. please pick the shattered pieces off the floor. ill mend them with my tears for you. you could walk away now but your name would always be on my mind, being whispered by the wind through my lon emo hair with my tears like rain drops... pitter patter pitter on my window PAIN. so let me take out the knife you so carefully places into my heart, put there with your words of hate. my heart, it hurts from your wringing it in your hands. my soul, it hurts from you biting it in your teeth. cant you see im pouring my heart out to you? im down on my knees. thats my heart. its bleeding before you. and you just refuse to see. but i cant help loving you. because i love you forever, i like you for always, as long as youre living, my baby you'll be. .::edit::.
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