I want it. But I think I'm afraid now. I told myself not to jump into things anymore.. but how long can one drag it on before one knows for certain that its the right thing to do
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i dont know what to say, i just don't want you to close a door on this big oppourtinity. plenty of times, you've told me that this time is different, and if you honestly believe that, at this time, go for it. next time you feel like you're getting bored, ask yourself why, what could i change to satisfy myself more. don't look for other people, look in what you have, believe in what you have, read your old livejournal entries, think about how good it feels to be able to ignore the past, and love like you've never loved before. i think shes different jon, but most of all, i think you know that. she seems like a smart girl that realizes entering into a relationship is a danger zone, she may end up having her heart broken, but don't let that stop you from experiencing this. you may just be doubting yourself because its all you are used to. i think this is it.
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