I'm really sad tonight.

I'm afraid my friends care for me less with every day that passes and every outing I have to pass up.

I'm really worried. But theres nothing I can say to them, it seems, for them to understand why I'm not around.

Instead, I just feel like crap for it everyday.

Is there a point in explaining yourself to people you know won't listen?

Is there a point in friendship if there is no support for each other?

Whats the use in asking when you explain yourself to the people you love but they still treat you the same, as if you made it all up?

A month and ten days from now and it'll be 6 months, already ( Read more... )

So its been awhile since I last updated! And I certainly can't say that nothing has happened in that time ( Read more... )

Its currently 4 am and I cannot sleep. This stinks! I keep having dreams about working... after coming home for a 9 hour shift.. so its like I'm working constantly... can't be good for my head! And I actually get so annoyed when I'm dreaming about it that I sub conciously wake up because I don't want to dream about it anymore. Which then means I'm ( Read more... )

And so another one comes to an end ( Read more... )

And if the skies were to open up tonight ( Read more... )

Assistant Manager within three months ( Read more... )

I overhead my manager talking to another manager on the phone today. I guess he asked if he can have me work for him.. and my manager said "No, I'm keeping him.. I want to make him Assistant Manager ( Read more... )

Today I'm feeling very ambitious. This whole lifestyle change thing is so much easier than I expected. I haven't spent a cent this week, besides 50 dollars on groceries. I havent really made plans for this weekend because I just don't feel like doing anything. I think now I'm going to start feeling super guilty for every dollar I spend. I'm ( Read more... )