Candy (The first chapter)
Title: Candy
Author: London aka Loki_the_Sinner
Pairing: vam
Rating: R
Summary: It was never my intention to ruin Ville’s life. I was only trying to make mine better. You can say it was a drug induced coma of euphoria and razorblade kisses and that it meant nothing. It meant everything to me. He meant everything to me. It was simply a case of being in the wrong place at the wrong time. It was all wrong but it felt so right.
Disclaimer: Not real and I don't own anything, not Bam not Ville and not Candy
Warnings: Drug use, Breif Character death, I can't really think of anything else
A/N: This is based off the Book Candy by Luke Davies...
Every morning was the same for us, we’d wake up, call Novak and he’d rush over with the little brown paper bags we loved to see. Then the rest of the day would be lost to me in a haze of nothing but Bam, the sight the sound the taste the feel of him or at least that’s what I wanted to believe was surrounding me, not the drug, never the drug.
I sat at the circle table in the kitchen as Novak filled a needle for me and I crushed the powder for you. I'll never forget that day. I couldn't no matter how hard I tried. It was the day your heart had stopped and mine had broken.
I smiled as I pushed the line towards you, a little shocked when you pushed it back to me. You blue eyes pierced right through me.
"I want to try it your way" Ville said quietly looking over at Bam.
"Babe this way is just as good" Bam replied pushing the line back to him
"Then why don't you do it this way" Ville snapped, Novak looked up from the needle he was filling looking at them with interest.
Bam sighed loudly and Ville shook his head.
"Fuck it" He mumbled getting to his feet
"Where are you going" Bam asked
"To take a bath" The Finn answered as Bam watched him go
"Novak fill up another needle" he mumbled
I knew I shouldn't have given into Ville’s demands but I hated it when he was unhappy. If he wanted it my way then he could have it. After all I would have been a hypocrite if I had told him it was bad for him. So I sat by the bathtub as he lay in the bubble bath. I tied his arm off with the tourniquet and stuck the heroin filled needle in. Then I did myself. Soon we were both high, flying above ourselves looking down. I never noticed his eyes closing but they were when I looked over.
"Ville" Bam mumbled as he looked over. Ville’s eyes were closed and the usual rise and fall of his chest was no longer present.
Bam sat up quickly "Ville" He called again "babe wake up" He felt the panic rising in his chest.
"Oh my god" Bam cried jumping into the tub "Ville come on wake up" He whispered lifting his eyelids, only to see that Ville's eyes had rolled back into his head.
"Fuck" Tears started to roll down his cheeks as he shook the other man
He turned to the door "Novak!” he cried desperately to the other man
"What the hells going on" Novak muttered walking into the bathroom
"Shit" cursed at seeing Ville's lifeless form "I think we gave him too much"
"Fuck" Bam yelled "What do you know about Saline Solution" he asked
"Saline yeah I'll get it" Novak said more to himself as he ran back to the kitchen
"Come on Ville baby don't do this to me" Bam mumbled pulling his naked body into his arms.
"Shit I think I put too much salt in this" Novak called from the kitchen
"Just stir it up real good" Bam called back as Novak cursed loudly "Dissolve it"
"I don't think this is gonna work" Novak walked into the bathroom and sat down in Bam's abandoned chair.
"Just fill the fucking needle up" Bam said pushing Ville's wet hair from his face
Novak quickly handed the needle to his friend and waited for further instructions.
"Hey hold his arm" Bam said as he tapped the air bubbles from the needle "tighter" he shouted
Bam let out a deep breath as he inserted the needle in Ville's arm, after injecting the liquid he pulled it out and threw it in the floor.
"Ville" He whispered as the boy stirred slightly.
"You're beautiful" Ville whispered as his eyes fluttered open
"You're back" Bam muttered as he held Ville close to him "Thank god you're back"
"It was beautiful" Ville mumbled a smile on his face "I love you Bam"
It was impossible not to return the gesture. "I love you too" Bam replied "Don't you ever do that to me again"
"Babe you're all wet" Ville said noticing Bam in the tub with him. Bam only smiled and splashed the dark haired boy.
Ville died that day but I brought him back. I was nothing without him and in that exact second I realized just how much he meant to me. He loved with no restraints and I wanted to try it his way.
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Soooooooooo...Chapter one!!!!
Hope you enjoyed!!!
Author: London aka Loki_the_Sinner
Pairing: vam
Rating: R
Summary: It was never my intention to ruin Ville’s life. I was only trying to make mine better. You can say it was a drug induced coma of euphoria and razorblade kisses and that it meant nothing. It meant everything to me. He meant everything to me. It was simply a case of being in the wrong place at the wrong time. It was all wrong but it felt so right.
Disclaimer: Not real and I don't own anything, not Bam not Ville and not Candy
Warnings: Drug use, Breif Character death, I can't really think of anything else
A/N: This is based off the Book Candy by Luke Davies...
Every morning was the same for us, we’d wake up, call Novak and he’d rush over with the little brown paper bags we loved to see. Then the rest of the day would be lost to me in a haze of nothing but Bam, the sight the sound the taste the feel of him or at least that’s what I wanted to believe was surrounding me, not the drug, never the drug.
I sat at the circle table in the kitchen as Novak filled a needle for me and I crushed the powder for you. I'll never forget that day. I couldn't no matter how hard I tried. It was the day your heart had stopped and mine had broken.
I smiled as I pushed the line towards you, a little shocked when you pushed it back to me. You blue eyes pierced right through me.
"I want to try it your way" Ville said quietly looking over at Bam.
"Babe this way is just as good" Bam replied pushing the line back to him
"Then why don't you do it this way" Ville snapped, Novak looked up from the needle he was filling looking at them with interest.
Bam sighed loudly and Ville shook his head.
"Fuck it" He mumbled getting to his feet
"Where are you going" Bam asked
"To take a bath" The Finn answered as Bam watched him go
"Novak fill up another needle" he mumbled
I knew I shouldn't have given into Ville’s demands but I hated it when he was unhappy. If he wanted it my way then he could have it. After all I would have been a hypocrite if I had told him it was bad for him. So I sat by the bathtub as he lay in the bubble bath. I tied his arm off with the tourniquet and stuck the heroin filled needle in. Then I did myself. Soon we were both high, flying above ourselves looking down. I never noticed his eyes closing but they were when I looked over.
"Ville" Bam mumbled as he looked over. Ville’s eyes were closed and the usual rise and fall of his chest was no longer present.
Bam sat up quickly "Ville" He called again "babe wake up" He felt the panic rising in his chest.
"Oh my god" Bam cried jumping into the tub "Ville come on wake up" He whispered lifting his eyelids, only to see that Ville's eyes had rolled back into his head.
"Fuck" Tears started to roll down his cheeks as he shook the other man
He turned to the door "Novak!” he cried desperately to the other man
"What the hells going on" Novak muttered walking into the bathroom
"Shit" cursed at seeing Ville's lifeless form "I think we gave him too much"
"Fuck" Bam yelled "What do you know about Saline Solution" he asked
"Saline yeah I'll get it" Novak said more to himself as he ran back to the kitchen
"Come on Ville baby don't do this to me" Bam mumbled pulling his naked body into his arms.
"Shit I think I put too much salt in this" Novak called from the kitchen
"Just stir it up real good" Bam called back as Novak cursed loudly "Dissolve it"
"I don't think this is gonna work" Novak walked into the bathroom and sat down in Bam's abandoned chair.
"Just fill the fucking needle up" Bam said pushing Ville's wet hair from his face
Novak quickly handed the needle to his friend and waited for further instructions.
"Hey hold his arm" Bam said as he tapped the air bubbles from the needle "tighter" he shouted
Bam let out a deep breath as he inserted the needle in Ville's arm, after injecting the liquid he pulled it out and threw it in the floor.
"Ville" He whispered as the boy stirred slightly.
"You're beautiful" Ville whispered as his eyes fluttered open
"You're back" Bam muttered as he held Ville close to him "Thank god you're back"
"It was beautiful" Ville mumbled a smile on his face "I love you Bam"
It was impossible not to return the gesture. "I love you too" Bam replied "Don't you ever do that to me again"
"Babe you're all wet" Ville said noticing Bam in the tub with him. Bam only smiled and splashed the dark haired boy.
Ville died that day but I brought him back. I was nothing without him and in that exact second I realized just how much he meant to me. He loved with no restraints and I wanted to try it his way.
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Soooooooooo...Chapter one!!!!
Hope you enjoyed!!!