Jul 22, 2008 20:29
Heartbroken, are you?
And it’s my fault?
I led you on?
I fucked it up?
And now you’re crying your eyes out?
What do I have to say for myself?
…You’re right. I’m sorry.
Oh, that’s not enough?
I’m very sorry?
That’s not either?
Well, what do you want me to say?
Something to fix it?
Well, what will fix it?
You don’t know?
How can I know if you don’t?
Well, we’re friends, right?
Because you love me and have no choice or because you want to be my friend?
Oh, okay.
Well, can we just be that?
Will that hurt too much?
Oh, it won’t?
Good, because I’d be devastated to lose you, and this is far from the guilt talking.
Why did I do it?
Well, that’s not a question I can really answer with one answer.
You have all day, do you.
Okay.
I’m in love with love.
I’m at a time in my life where a relationship is impossible.
We live too far apart.
You’re just not the one for me.
Oh, this just hurts?
But you asked why.
Well, if you don’t want to know, don’t ask.
No, I’m not being cruel.
Just truthful.
It sounds cruel?
Well, I’m very sorry.
Well, what else do you want me to do besides apologize?
Heal you?
I don’t know how.
Just hold you?
I can do that.
You’re leaving early?
I can understand that.
I’m sorry, again.
It’s okay? Are you sure?
You forgive me?
Really?
Maybe you shouldn’t.
Maybe you should write a million songs about what an ass I am.
Oh, wait, you have?
Can I hear them?
Later, huh.
You know, even if you’re hurt and pissed at me, I’ll still miss you like crazy.
Oh, wait, you’re not pissed?
You seem it.
Ah, so you’re just upset. That’s true love right there.
My ex just got pissed.
Oh, you’re not.
You love me?
I love you too.
No, really, I do.
And I’ll miss you.
Oh, you’ll miss me? Is that your love talking?
Both?
I guess I can handle that.
So when are you leaving?
Tomorrow?
Let’s put in a movie we both like and we’ll laugh like this never happened.
Someday it’ll be the same, right?
Oh, it won’t?
That really blows.
But it might be better, I think.
Oh, you may agree with that one?
That’s awesome.
I love you.
I’ll miss you.
I’m sorry.
Oh, I know you don’t want to hear that, but it’s true.
Yeah.
I know this sucks.
But someday it won’t.
Yeah, I promise.
Really, I do.
And babe?
You’re still beautiful.
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