Writing, Wee...
Some shit I wrote while I was awaiting my fate...
Hah.
the first one
Wanting to tell her it'll all be ok.
Closest thing to a friend I've got.
No anger, No resentment.
If we go down, we go down as friends.
Nothing bitter.
It's going to be Ok.
If this doesn't kill us, it will only make us stronger.
If it doesn't kill us.
If it doesn't kill us....
Nothing bad.
She did what she had to do.
I'm not mad.
I think I'm gonna be sick.
Vomit...
Release.
Let it out, let it go, it'll be over soon enough.
Straighten up,
Calm down,
Clean.
It'll be nice.
the second one
I'm a royal fuck up. Nothing I do is ever right. Even when I'm trying to be good, I mess it up. Better off dead. Gone. No trouble, no pain. "I was born to be the thorn in your side..."
I'm sorry. Sorry, sorry, sorry.
If I go back I'll be dead.
Guarenteed.
I know I'm going back, and I know I'll be gone.
I just want you all to know that for once in my life I tried to do it right.
So I guess you could say thta I'm sorry. I tried to do it right, but I failed.
And you all thought I was doing it to be cool...
<3 Sam
the third one
Call this a cry for help. Whatever. Do what you want. I'm just another drug addicted, kleptomaniac, lying, evil, teenage bottom feeder.
There is no point in justifying myself, because this is all anyone will ever see me as.
The end.
When I put it all in persepective, I don't have anything.
Friends: Fake
Family: Hate
Myself: Hah. I lie to myself more than anyone.
This isn't what anyone thinks.
Oh nevermind.
It's not worth your time.
Sorry,
I've fucked up.
Hah.
the first one
Wanting to tell her it'll all be ok.
Closest thing to a friend I've got.
No anger, No resentment.
If we go down, we go down as friends.
Nothing bitter.
It's going to be Ok.
If this doesn't kill us, it will only make us stronger.
If it doesn't kill us.
If it doesn't kill us....
Nothing bad.
She did what she had to do.
I'm not mad.
I think I'm gonna be sick.
Vomit...
Release.
Let it out, let it go, it'll be over soon enough.
Straighten up,
Calm down,
Clean.
It'll be nice.
the second one
I'm a royal fuck up. Nothing I do is ever right. Even when I'm trying to be good, I mess it up. Better off dead. Gone. No trouble, no pain. "I was born to be the thorn in your side..."
I'm sorry. Sorry, sorry, sorry.
If I go back I'll be dead.
Guarenteed.
I know I'm going back, and I know I'll be gone.
I just want you all to know that for once in my life I tried to do it right.
So I guess you could say thta I'm sorry. I tried to do it right, but I failed.
And you all thought I was doing it to be cool...
<3 Sam
the third one
Call this a cry for help. Whatever. Do what you want. I'm just another drug addicted, kleptomaniac, lying, evil, teenage bottom feeder.
There is no point in justifying myself, because this is all anyone will ever see me as.
The end.
When I put it all in persepective, I don't have anything.
Friends: Fake
Family: Hate
Myself: Hah. I lie to myself more than anyone.
This isn't what anyone thinks.
Oh nevermind.
It's not worth your time.
Sorry,
I've fucked up.