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i think i decided i'm going to activate dilans cell when i have good money saved after insurance. since my dad/ family doenst want to use em.
have to go into work tomarrow to do more training. yess work in a week and work my ass off cuz i ain't got shit to do over break, unless someone wants to! laters

i got the job on friday. crazy party t nicks, long time, no party. i have to go in tomarrow fo rmore trainign, then i dotn work til next week, sa-weet. i reckon all break i'll be working my ass off, infact, i hope, since i wont be boarding, or goign out of town, and dillface will be gone ( Read more... )

dilan made me cry

re-enactment of my dad? do you want for me to go insane again?

yesterday was the best day i've had in, well since i was drunk, which was..mmmmmlike 4 months ago, or even later than that. and i'm not even saying that as if it was just a good day. cuz it was an AWESOME day. almost every single thing went right. my mood wasn't altering. i was full of love and happiness and i even hung out with my mom. ALL day. ( Read more... )

i want to fall in love and leave tonight

whatever, i fucking feel like shit. 1/2 becasue of the reason that dilan's in trouble and has no car for a while, so i don't know when i'll see him next, so of course, i flipped out cuz i wanted to see him, but know that i can't. and then i got this crazy i dea in my fucked up head that maybe his rents will tell him that he can't go oyut with me ( Read more... )

its all irony: are we on ( Read more... )

okay so....meds aparently aren't working anymore and it makes everyhting i do really hard again, i hate going to school. i hate being with my mom. i hate being at home. i hate being ALONE most of all. i hate when dilan leaves. i hate that his whoel family doesn't really like me. i hate that i havent got a job yet. i hate that i'm not driving though ( Read more... )

maybe the election was just a scare to influence teens and more of the population to vote, cause it obviously worked. ever since he was elected in like, 2000, everytime i saw him on t.v., i never thought of him as "my president" and to tell you the truth, i still don't. i think its a joke sometimes. but if you look at it without being close-minded ( Read more... )