so i died my haiir. its pretty dark.

thank god its only temporary.

maybe it'll just take some getting used to...

 SUPRISE! updations, lol. so my mom was in an unusually sweet mood this spring break& let me go to the beach for four days with BQ from the bronx. yeah, so i just got back today. it was EXTREMELY fun and for i've just been really happy lately, so hopefully it stays like this for while because i havent been this naturally happy in a while..

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 so my mom let me out one day this spring break =D and i hung out with brandon for like three hours before he had to work. umm, he picked me up& we got gas and went to his house. he made me pizza& we just hung out together. it felt...perfect. but uh, yea other than that...livin up the grounded life

I MISS EVERYONE! -- CLINE, MEGSTA, MELANIA& ( Read more... )

 restriction over spring break? could it get any worse? okay, well maybe it could but i still don't like it...damn math, i hate it! mm, la melania is tutoring me if i continue to fail this ridiculous class. so, uh. yea. i tried on bathing suits today [ not like I'LL BE NEEDING THEM WHILE IM SITTING IN MY FUCKING HOUSE OVER SPRING BREAK! *fumes* ] ( Read more... )

 so i'm hella grounded for my grades...

BUUT! i'm going to miss ridge view tonight to support brittany& see justin, lol. <3

   okay so today was good. me& caroline filled out applications for chick-fil-a. woot! lol, anyways, then we went to the battle of the bands at spring valley. it was okay i guess, i saw mel& anna there. me& anna and caroline decided to leave& go eat lunch at mcallisters with anna, jon & will. so that was fun..

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   so today was pretty interesting. i woke up like 12ish& then i just sat around like a fatass until about 2 when melanie forced me to get ready in a small amout of time& we went to cache to get her prom dress which is fabuloso by the way& we saw candice& crystal summers. ah, fun stufffff.

then we went to dinner at chili's with emily. she is so ( Read more... )

   soo uhh. melania picked me up afterschool& we went to get caroline& chloo. errr, then after that we went to umm, bi-lo so chlo could see tripp. and i got starbucks, yummmm. er, then we pretty much got lost trying to find the mall. haha, yeah. i mean like what kind of 'tarted girls dont know how to get the to the MALL? thats where they go. oh ( Read more... )

going shopping with la melania& caroline. then a party...maybe?...maybe?...maybe?

i had two FUCKING midterms today, back to back...how gayy.

  so life isn't going so swell right now. as much as i try to act like it is. i mean, its not anything like major just alot of thoughts in my head& stuff. i dont know. maybe its just me being gay& taking everything too seriously. i think about life lately& how ive been hurting the ones i loved. just feel like im numbing or whatever. like i'm ( Read more... )