The return of Synthpop.
So I'm I think I am pretty much back to my cheesy synth-pop.+
(note:New Order is not cheesy synth-pop, just bad timing with this post)
Hasn't been the most amazing summer break yet.
The past two days I have procrastinated in even plagerizing so that I might not fail out of Pine View.
I haven't woken up to not being bitched at for a while now.
I'm stlightly content though.
I don't feel like causeing much friction.
I've haven't for sometime.
I'm starting to crack though.
I can't really get away from any of this until I'm in Spain anyways.
Last summer I just went to stay with my father.
I can't do that anymore.
I don't even have a relationship with my father.
I haven't seen him in quite sometime now.
And neither of us even care.
What ever I do I pretty much fuck up on anyways.
It took my shrink four visits for him to establish that I was "lonely."
That made me giggle.
My mother invited herself in last time and had some breakdown thing about her childhood.
I went to go see Hitchhikers Guide To The Galaxy and forgot to use my giftcertificates on tuesday.
So my mother concluded that I was dealing crack down the street.
Esspecially since there was absolutely no one downtown....
I just want to sleep for a while unbothered and such.
I guess I'm going to make something beautiful out of the time I have left in the country.
I ripped out pieces of old tele set and printers today
Bought some oil pastels, acrylics and some sliver paint.
I'm probably going to try to con people into modeling for my photography.
I also bought myself a shity little tablet to get some of the details done on some vectors I'm working on at the moment.
I got disstracted.
so I end it here.
flah.
sorry for the spelling errors.
:|
(note:New Order is not cheesy synth-pop, just bad timing with this post)
Hasn't been the most amazing summer break yet.
The past two days I have procrastinated in even plagerizing so that I might not fail out of Pine View.
I haven't woken up to not being bitched at for a while now.
I'm stlightly content though.
I don't feel like causeing much friction.
I've haven't for sometime.
I'm starting to crack though.
I can't really get away from any of this until I'm in Spain anyways.
Last summer I just went to stay with my father.
I can't do that anymore.
I don't even have a relationship with my father.
I haven't seen him in quite sometime now.
And neither of us even care.
What ever I do I pretty much fuck up on anyways.
It took my shrink four visits for him to establish that I was "lonely."
That made me giggle.
My mother invited herself in last time and had some breakdown thing about her childhood.
I went to go see Hitchhikers Guide To The Galaxy and forgot to use my giftcertificates on tuesday.
So my mother concluded that I was dealing crack down the street.
Esspecially since there was absolutely no one downtown....
I just want to sleep for a while unbothered and such.
I guess I'm going to make something beautiful out of the time I have left in the country.
I ripped out pieces of old tele set and printers today
Bought some oil pastels, acrylics and some sliver paint.
I'm probably going to try to con people into modeling for my photography.
I also bought myself a shity little tablet to get some of the details done on some vectors I'm working on at the moment.
I got disstracted.
so I end it here.
flah.
sorry for the spelling errors.
:|