mood swings mood swings mood swings mood swings .

fuckkkkk.

it's thoughts like these that make me afraid of myself. especially when i feel so strongly about them for short amounts of time.

for now, i hate everything.

i love ice storms that bring power lines down in my yard.

i'm going to start carrying my 35 everywhere again.

i have to.

as of late:

smoking blunts.
poor kid.
making plans.
roadtrip plans!
driving.
not drinking, drinking tomorrow??
power outages, ice cream cake.
snowwwwww.
not working enough to pay my bills.
lack of a camera.
akron, wadsworth.
oh- beatboxing blows my mind.
moodswings.
walmart.
content.
hanging with the boys.
living life.

discussing the bible with a friend is one thing.
discussing the bible with a parent is another.

not happening.

i love mood swings more than anything in the world.

mood swings like a motherfucker.

so, my car is just chilling on the side of 77n, i'm super excited about it.