Cassie decided to email her ex... big mistake... big fat whore...
hey... I was bored... so I guess I decided to write you a email.. I guess I'm not one to write emails considering im so shit at it... but I am one to come clean with things that are in my head... I just don't know if its right for me to tell you all of it... but you're the only person I know who atleast gives a shit right now...
I'm sick of all those people who label others for the sake of their own humor... hell I'm sick of people all togeather... I know that may have sounded really... REALLY emo.. but hey...
all people do is bitch... criticise... bitch and judge... hell even I do it... but its starting to get really old... like really really old....
I broke my whole one month of no cutting... I snapped last night and made 35 big deep cuts on my leg... I'm very dissapointed in myself now... I guess thats why I'm torchuring myself with reminding myself of whaT i have done within the past 24 hours..
I just wish I got run down by a bunch of hooligans right now... anything would be great... A coma would be even better...
dear god why am I saying this... fuck
anyway... It was 4am and I was thinking about you... I was trying to call you and ask you out... but i figured.... that its really pathetic... I decided to sms you... even worse....
so in the end i didnt bother... I realised that there would be no chance for us to be togeather ever... we wouldn't be right for eachother... or is it that I wouldnt be right for you...
Your all over there in SA and im here in sydney... long distance...
a chance to go out with someone like you would never come my way...
im a pathetic, attention seeking whore, hell, I'm emailing you and opening myself out to you...
FUCK CASSIE, your a idiot...
I know that you most likely wouldnt read this so why bother right? eh i have no idea either...
I went on myspace... and saw you're looking... its just really ironic to me... bleh... im pathetic... shut up cassie...
I'm sorry for bothering you...
dear god im so pathetic... I'm a whore... whore.. whore...
a possible new livejournal has been on my mind.... I dont know though... people should be sick of all my antics by now...
hell I know I am... but Obviously I'm too pathetic to stop them...
I dont know... we'll see...
give us 3 days....
maybe I should poll it....
New LJ or keep this one... ? you have the power...
<333 me
I'm sick of all those people who label others for the sake of their own humor... hell I'm sick of people all togeather... I know that may have sounded really... REALLY emo.. but hey...
all people do is bitch... criticise... bitch and judge... hell even I do it... but its starting to get really old... like really really old....
I broke my whole one month of no cutting... I snapped last night and made 35 big deep cuts on my leg... I'm very dissapointed in myself now... I guess thats why I'm torchuring myself with reminding myself of whaT i have done within the past 24 hours..
I just wish I got run down by a bunch of hooligans right now... anything would be great... A coma would be even better...
dear god why am I saying this... fuck
anyway... It was 4am and I was thinking about you... I was trying to call you and ask you out... but i figured.... that its really pathetic... I decided to sms you... even worse....
so in the end i didnt bother... I realised that there would be no chance for us to be togeather ever... we wouldn't be right for eachother... or is it that I wouldnt be right for you...
Your all over there in SA and im here in sydney... long distance...
a chance to go out with someone like you would never come my way...
im a pathetic, attention seeking whore, hell, I'm emailing you and opening myself out to you...
FUCK CASSIE, your a idiot...
I know that you most likely wouldnt read this so why bother right? eh i have no idea either...
I went on myspace... and saw you're looking... its just really ironic to me... bleh... im pathetic... shut up cassie...
I'm sorry for bothering you...
dear god im so pathetic... I'm a whore... whore.. whore...
a possible new livejournal has been on my mind.... I dont know though... people should be sick of all my antics by now...
hell I know I am... but Obviously I'm too pathetic to stop them...
I dont know... we'll see...
give us 3 days....
maybe I should poll it....
New LJ or keep this one... ? you have the power...
<333 me