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[_accidentprone]

Tonight, i sat home .. and did nothing. This is the first Friday night that i havent gone out in weeks. So lets take a moment and reflect, something ive been doing a lot of lately. This time last year, i would be at sessionz with tara and everybody. I had some great times there. It was something new to do, and even though i wanted to leave the

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It's Tara

[anonymous]

Hey! Wow sessions was a blast. I wish we could go back to that time. (And then I'm also glad we got out of 8th grade and into high school. It seemed like we had a lot to look forward to.) We laughed and we had so much fun. And our friendship was really strong. I didn't want times to change, and to forget about you. I didn't mean to make it so hard for you. I guess I can't seem to balance it all like I'm supposed to. I never expected to meet someone from another school who is older.. and fall in love with him. And believe me it did happen pretty fast. Right now I can't name one person who is my "best" friend.. besides Tom. haha. And it does kinda suck in a way. I'm sorry that everything didn't turn out the way we would've liked. But I think change was for the better. I am glad we're still friends too. We should do more things together. I think KosMos has a show coming up.. and I really would like to see them. Maybe I can go with you if you wouldn't mind. Just remember I am here for you anytime, if you ever need anything. I love you

[_accidentprone]

awhh, that was all really nice to hear. And i totally agree with you as far as leaving 8th grade, and going to the highschool, and in the same sense having such a blast at sessionz. We did have some really good times, but as we know, things do change and thats okay and now that i think about it, it probably was for the better. I dont want you to feel like i am blaming you for how things happened, im really not. I know that i would have a hard time balancing everything- between school, cheerleading, and seeing tom. If i had a person who ment that much to me, i think i would be the same way. I think its really great that you and tom have such a great relationship ;] I honestly dont think i have a best friend right now, but there are a few great girls that i have grown really close to this year, and im glad that we are still friends