I suppose that i should take my own advice and never really
expect something to go right, just hope it does.
I thought id get a new years kiss this year
but i turned out in a lonely basement completely sober
and no where near a "moment" which i will admit
i expected.
But maybe its almost better this way because well
to be frank, maybe in the back of my ( Read more... )

I wouldnt be too certain anymore,
if i figured all the things that in reality
could go wrong and will go wrong
and are bound to happen.
But where and how do you live then
how do you live with the constant fear of
failure and maybe not failure persay
but that people and everything wont
wont get it. Not that theres a whole lot to
necessarily get but the ( Read more... )

I loved winter for a while. Mainly last winter ( Read more... )

I dont do well with the feeling of hopelessness ( Read more... )

There is this terribly overwhelming feeling like no one is ever listening ( Read more... )

The beginning of the season where ( Read more... )

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Another inspirational show that ( Read more... )

Sometimes I'm unsure why i still write here ( Read more... )

Ive been taking walking the metero parks every day this week
and its really seemed to bring my spirits up. Its been so nice outside
the last few days that there is nothing better than heading to some random
spot and just reading and snapping shots. The trees are turning colors
now and it gives evertyhign this surreal feeling. its amazing.
I went to a ( Read more... )