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[_all_my_fault_]

I'm just waiting until i go to work. I had early release today and ended up hangin out with Noah. But things were really wierd today. Usually everything is fine and we're both just having a good time, but lately he's been acting really wierd and he won't admit that something is off. And I duno him being in a wierd mood put me in a wierd mood. and I

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[hooligan64]

you are not this person you are discribing...dont give him sex, dont kiss him! you arent together! you made it a point to say you guys were just friends! Why are you doing this to yourself! You take too much shit from him! No offence but in all the time i have known you, you have always been a very independent person. You do what you want to...but honestly you must like this emotional shit that noah gives you, cause you just keep taking and taking it. Do you like being treated like shit? Honestly? Well, i have your movie so let me know when you want me to bring it to you...and please, come to your senses...your better than that.

[_all_my_fault_]

I know, your right. And today i told him how i felt. That i was tired of him treating me the way he does sometimes, and he said he doesnt think he treats me like that. and if he can't even see that he does it, how is he ever going to fix it. He's not! And i dont need that. It's really hard and i wish i had more to keep my mind off of it, but I'm not going to hang out with him, or talk to him very much, if at all. I told him that too. And he said that he wasnt going to change my mind, and that thats how it would be if thats what i wanted. So I think its over for good this time. I only hope I dont give in with time. I know we havent been very close lately, but i do appreciate the pep talks and motivation..i realy do need it. thanks.

[hooligan64]

no problem...youd do it for me and what are friends for....