i felt like it was making me worse, in a weird way. i mean, i thought that not feeling alone would help me a lot but in a way it was more of a "well if all these people are, i should be able to do it too"
yesterday my best friend called me on the phone and we had a long talk and it made me realize that i was endangering myself -- i'm 30 lbs lower than what i'm supposed to be, i don't like the way my upper body looks in clothes, and all my friends, even some of their family members, are worried about me.
its nothing against the community... if you'd still like to keep in contact, email me at rainbowjemshera@aol.com
I know you were lower than you were supposed to be. I wasn't sure I should say anything though because the site itself isn't for recovery, in effect. It's for support for people who can't deal with their eating disorder. I didn't want to say anything in case you got pissed and became like.. "why are YOU telling me all this stuff when you don't even know me?!"
I've had people say I'm trying to exclude them and so forth. So it's not my right, y'know?
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i mean, i thought that not feeling alone would help me a lot
but in a way it was more of a "well if all these people are, i should be able to do it too"
yesterday my best friend called me on the phone and we had a long talk and it made me realize that i was endangering myself -- i'm 30 lbs lower than what i'm supposed to be, i don't like the way my upper body looks in clothes, and all my friends, even some of their family members, are worried about me.
its nothing against the community...
if you'd still like to keep in contact, email me at rainbowjemshera@aol.com
xo
lauren
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I've had people say I'm trying to exclude them and so forth. So it's not my right, y'know?
Anyway, sorry that it was making you feel worse.
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sére
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