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im such a hipocrit. i dont learn from my mistakes and neither does anyone else for that matter.
in a sense we all make our own problems, but I sorta just wish that... well i dont wanna make another wish. because they never come true.
everything always backfires, and well.
im really mean. and i know that, but i just cant stand the thought that i can try so hard, or just want something so bad, and another person can just be plain out rotten and still get whatever they want and yet im the one with the tears, and everyone else is just so happy.
honestly. is there somithing really wrong with me, or am i just looking in all the wrong places?
someone thats been there with me throughout is the person who i wanted to kill when i found out that they were together, but then i realized, it wasn't her fault. it was his.
he does the same thing to every girl.
I love francesca alot. I gotta chill with this girl this weekend, she just knows what im going through, beause well. she did too.
boys dont change, neither do girls, we just have to find someone that will suit our own needs.
no one really cares who they hurt in the process, we're all just working for what we consider happiness, and yet, we can never have it, beacuse 'what goes around comes around'
right?
does karma really exist, or is it just a myth to justify your actions? can we all really reach our goal of success and happiness, knowing that in order to be successful & happy we have to hurt people in the process, are we making them stronger, or are we just satisfying ourselves, and how can we be happy knowing that there are hundreds of people we hurt in our life.
knowing that we have to hurt someone in order to be happy, does that mean we can ultimatley be happy, or are we just setting ourselves up for this little thing called karma?
does the good one always finish last, or is there just no such thing as a good one? because we've all hurt somenoe in order to get where we are now.
is being a hippocrit karma?
will we ever be happy.. or are we always going to stride for more than what we can have.
in a sense we all make our own problems, but I sorta just wish that... well i dont wanna make another wish. because they never come true.
everything always backfires, and well.
im really mean. and i know that, but i just cant stand the thought that i can try so hard, or just want something so bad, and another person can just be plain out rotten and still get whatever they want and yet im the one with the tears, and everyone else is just so happy.
honestly. is there somithing really wrong with me, or am i just looking in all the wrong places?
someone thats been there with me throughout is the person who i wanted to kill when i found out that they were together, but then i realized, it wasn't her fault. it was his.
he does the same thing to every girl.
I love francesca alot. I gotta chill with this girl this weekend, she just knows what im going through, beause well. she did too.
boys dont change, neither do girls, we just have to find someone that will suit our own needs.
no one really cares who they hurt in the process, we're all just working for what we consider happiness, and yet, we can never have it, beacuse 'what goes around comes around'
right?
does karma really exist, or is it just a myth to justify your actions? can we all really reach our goal of success and happiness, knowing that in order to be successful & happy we have to hurt people in the process, are we making them stronger, or are we just satisfying ourselves, and how can we be happy knowing that there are hundreds of people we hurt in our life.
knowing that we have to hurt someone in order to be happy, does that mean we can ultimatley be happy, or are we just setting ourselves up for this little thing called karma?
does the good one always finish last, or is there just no such thing as a good one? because we've all hurt somenoe in order to get where we are now.
is being a hippocrit karma?
will we ever be happy.. or are we always going to stride for more than what we can have.