( Read more... )

i want to stay up too late and run outside into the dark streets screaming my mind.  jump in the freezing lake.  and laugh and laugh and laugh until i shiver myself to sleep under a giant tree lit up by the light of the stars.  wake up on a strangers doorstep and drink tea at their kitchen table at noon.  kiss them hard and dash out, screen door ( Read more... )

♪ me.

today was a  good  day.

i just remembered i have to write a paper for tomorrow.  i typed  't o d a y w a s a g o o d d a y'  and thought 'p a p e r' simultaneously.  glorious.

+  9:50 day
-   ticket lady
-   ticket lady yelling
+  apple crisp
-   freezing hands
+  learned viola
+  peach lip balm
+/- 5 boxes of teriyaki
-   forgotten paper
+  my senses ( Read more... )

dearest a n o n y m o u s-c o m m e n t leaver,

you made my afternoon. thanks so much for the rather rude and poorly punctuated comment in yesterdays entry. it made my life much more exciting. im so happy you have time to search out people's journals and leave anonymous questions. please. feel free to identify yourself next time. dont be ( Read more... )

im  in   ♥  with  music

makes

me

happy.

(so. so. so.  - x's infinity -  happy.)

sometimes i close my eyes.  and melt away with the sound ( Read more... )

. i f e e l l i k e i m b a c k .  sometimes.

the butterflies for no reason.  that excitement  - s w i m m i n g -  around my knees.  the ability to breathe again.

'to each his own.'    but not really.  to each his own as long as we can discuss ' h i s  o w n '  incessantly after he walks around the corner.  but its really quite magical.  the way ( Read more... )

its 11:31.    g r e e nl a k e   time.  of course.

im  -sitting-.  drinking  tea.   thinking  of what id be doing if i were   f a m o u s   now.  i know.  ive lost it.  but atleast im  happy.   now.

ive written 6 songs TODAY.  im on a songwriting  .r..a..m..p..a..g..e.  where homework comes second.  i feel so terrible and wonderful at the   s- ( Read more... )

listen to the words that come   -p..a...r...a...d...ing-   from my mouth.  perhaps you could do me one of those greatbig   favors your  so good  at.  believe me this time.  look at my face.  and believe me.  but     --->     quick.     dont say a word...let your eyes do the talking.

but lets play a little game.   lets pretend i have control for a ( Read more... )

i dont even know what i want anymore.  other than that i have big  dreams.  and maybe they lead to nowhere.  i just want it all to work out but i dont even know  where to begin.

this week has been a  mixture  of chaos and clarity.  but i still cant make sense of whats going on in my head.   w h a t s n e w.   i just want to get away for a while ( Read more... )