Back To Square One...

[_alteredmind]

I pushed Betsy out of my life today....it's the only thing i could of done for her...she doesn't need me...Once again i find myself giving up my happiness for others.....when will i be able to keep my happiness?....God.....i hope i did the right thing......And once again i find myself alone, cold, and tired.....just like in the beginning

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[______last_call]

when will you be able to keep my happiness? WHEN YOU STOP THINKING ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S HAPPINESS!! sometimes you have to make yourself happy, or you'll never be happy. be selfish for once. maybe then you won't be feeling alone, cold and tired!!

[_alteredmind]

Quit yelling at me =/

I cant afford to be selfish....not with the way shit is now....but maybe i should....i should make myself happy.....fuck....what did i do....

[twilightinparis]

*hugs*

[_alteredmind]

*hugs back*

[drummerpunk]

My gosh you have a crazy life, but I know where you're coming from. Lately drama has been the only exciting thing in my life. Anyways enough about me, why did you let her go? Carlos if you really love her like you say you do then you got to go for it. I don't want to sound like I'm preaching , because I'm not. Life's too short to not take advantage of what's right in front of you. I learned the hard way and I really don't want that to be what is going to happen for you. You can keep your happiness because that is all that you are full of aside from your passionate heart and great amount of love. You have to follow your heart sometimes. In order to win you have to be willing to fail. In other words don't give up just yet unless you know that you absolutely can't push on, and if you find out that you can't then at least you know that you gave it everything you had in you. I love ya buddy!!!

[_alteredmind]

Nah babe.....Betsy was a lying two timing bitch who i deeply pity and just wants attention. Fuck her. I'm good on my own =)