i don't feel much of anything at all but empty. but i've felt this way for a while and i seem to be doing just fine. it's been what i have been trying to do since the lake. and it's been accomplished.
Both of the megans are officially mommies. (Way braver than I am). And ryan is a daddy! (So excited). The only poop part is I'm stuck at work, but oh tmrw is another day!