You are such a pretty person. I can't see anything wrong with you at all.
Don't be so hard on yourself. I *almost* didn't visit my mother the night she died. Something told me though that I should go... and only part of me is glad that I did. I don't know how I would have reacted to a phone call saying "Get here now, she is dying".
Now that I wrote that out I know I couldn't have handled it. I just had to be there, when it happened, there's nothing else about it, it's just the way things had to be.
Going to a therapist is a very very good thing to do. I'm thinking of re-establishing a relationship with my old therapist but I'm not sure she'd take me back as a patient. It's not even about my mom now but my dad.
the site had some interesting info, but i'm happy with my dermatologist. it's just we haven't found the right solution yet. but i've only been on treatments since sept. so i just have to be patient and let things run their course. and hopefully something will work!
i do that all the time, i know it's kinda rough. it's amazing how easy it is for our minds to think the worst, though, isn't it? i'm sure your mother knows you loved her while she was alive, and that you still do care so much. it does no good to 'what if' or 'i should have...' yourself into distress.
i do most of the time! i really try, at least. it's just the regret and loss that's the aftermath of losing someone close to you. i'm sure if it wasn't this i would've felt i did something else wrong.
I had the urge to add it a while ago when I first saw it popping up in users' schools, but I decided not to. But lately I've been rereading and rewatching the books and movies, and I've finally started my Harry Potter scarf (based on the ones in the 3rd movie), so it's probably safe to say I'm a fan. =P
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Don't be so hard on yourself. I *almost* didn't visit my mother the night she died. Something told me though that I should go... and only part of me is glad that I did. I don't know how I would have reacted to a phone call saying "Get here now, she is dying".
Now that I wrote that out I know I couldn't have handled it. I just had to be there, when it happened, there's nothing else about it, it's just the way things had to be.
Going to a therapist is a very very good thing to do. I'm thinking of re-establishing a relationship with my old therapist but I'm not sure she'd take me back as a patient. It's not even about my mom now but my dad.
If you need to talk my aim name is puchomp.
*HUGS*
Rachel
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also, maybe check out acne.org? it worked for me. forreal. and it'll save you some cash.
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i like your big brown eyes and piercing.
i didn't know your mom, but i do know that she would never think you failed her, or anything of the sort.
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thanks. my one of many piercings. i'm still trying to figure out new and interesting places where else i can put holes. =P
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think positive. :)
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