I'm sad.

[_amyzing]

I just saw recent pictures of my old roomie/ex best friend up on Facebook. I went from still being incredibly angry at her, to being sad for her. She doesn't look good. She looks like I did when I let working at the bar and drinking all the time get to me. She looks like I did a year and a half ago, in pictures with those people we hung out with

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[__onesock__]

awwwwwwwwwww

(in re: jarrod's mom, that's all that can be said.)

and i'm sorry about your exfriend, too.. my best friend is going through some issues right now, and it feels like while i put *everything* i can into trying to help her out, she doesn't listen.. (she even threatened to divorce me on facebook!) sometimes it is better to let them sort things out on their own.

[_amyzing]

i know!!! his family is the best. she always hugs me and cries whenever we leave to drive back home. at his cousin's wedding reception we were talking with his parents and they were asking him what he'd been doing since we saw them last. he said, "working, trying to find a new job, hanging out with amy!" at that last part he turned to me with a big smile on his face and kissed my cheek. then him and his dad start talking about sports and his mom gives me a big hug and says, "thank you. thank you for making him smile." she was crying and i was tearing up! i told her, "it's the least i can do since he makes me so happy all the time." they're just great people

[miss_jane]

I don't really have any friends I'm not still friends with. There are people I've lost contact with, but, I wouldn't be hateful towards them... especially if they were in any situation I've been in. I think this is where my boyfriend would say I care too much :P! But that is who I am, I can't change it.

My boyfriend's cousin added me on Facebook and said I was in his extended family. It made me feel so freaking awesome.

And I loved the pics of you and Jarrod and your tree. I was also going to say : OMG I love the colour of your walls, and I *wish* my apartment was that clean :3!

[_amyzing]

well that girl has done lots for me to be angry with. i don't hate her, by any means, but i don't "hate" many people. she was my close friend for 4 years, we worked 3 jobs together, and we lived in two different apartments. after sacrificing her life for her boyfriend (who was a good guy, it's just their relationship was just not going anywhere, and didn't) she cut me off, along with most everyone else. i dealt with not seeing her. but after about a month of her never being around, she came and told me she was having movers come the next day and that she was out. she had told the apartment people some sob story (i still don't know what her mother and her said to get her off the lease...) and they let her off free and clear. so i had to pay the full rent of this expensive apartment that we moved in because she wanted to have some place that would be impressive when we had people over. she had only lived there 4 months, i had the other 8 to take care of. she didn't even bother to try and find me a new roommate. from the day she left

[shinagin]

I'm sorry to hear about your friend... I didn't read the other comments so I'm sorry if I'm repeating stuff already said... but yeah. It's hard to watch people suffer... but like you said - she's just got to go through some tough stuff to realize she has to change.

I have a theory on crying, and I think it kind of applies to this... People always freak out when I cry... like it's something bad that has to be stopped... everyone always tries to comfort me so I stop crying. But the thing is, sometimes I just need to get out a good cry. Crying can be good in that sense. And I think that sometimes bad stuff can be good too - it makes a person stronger. *hugs* I know it's hard, but she'll be okay - you will too.

And I'm glad to hear about Jarrod's moms detail thing. I kinda know how that feels - Joseph (my bf)'s mom added me on facebook with the details "in my family". I didn't know what to do lol. I left it unaccepted for a long while before I agreed with it.

It's nice to be accepted like that eh? :)

[_amyzing]

it is very nice. i knew i was accepted already, but to see it there on facebook made me smile. they've been so wonderful to me since that first visit to WI when i met the entire family. =P