light a match... for I deserve to burn

[_angelfuck_13]

I dont understand you, I dont understand people in general for that matter.  I dont understand why I try so hard to be nice , bending over backwards for people has gotten me nowhere, its only left me in that dark and uninviting corner I know all too well.  At first I tried to keep on good terms w/ you, but that just wasnt good enough, you wanted it

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from a friend

[killer_goat]

when you do leave this place, i hope life goes well for you. i know its hard living in some places..ive been there. be true to yourself, and remember, you are the one person you can always count on. i realize through this entry that someone has hurt you really bad. for someone to make another look bad it just shows how small and insignificant they are. i think you are a strong woman for going through it all.

Re: from a friend

[sk8brdrt]

Beckelhimer, I told you, they don't know you like I know you Beckelhimer, they can never make me go against you. NEVER! The reason they treat you different is because they don't want to get to know you and that's bad to THEM! You shouldn't feel this way, you did nothing wrong to them, it's THEIR fault. When you leave this place, I do not know what I am going to do without you, I do know that I am going to head to New York to see you, then you and me can go out on the town.

[worldsminority]

a lot of places outside of cheatham are worse i'm sure, but at least you get to choose your life and the way you want to live it.
saturday will make you feel better!!!

[rockinsockin212]

I know the feeling, it sucks when people make up lies about you and tell everyone just make u hurt, believe me, i know the feeling, it sucks more when they deny the truth though.