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I know I said I was done with this thing, and for that reason I seldom update with the hopes of soon not updating at all
but I felt the need to make this entry for a very special friend of mine who likely will never read this
This is gonna be one long paragraph so if you don't care or don't want to read this then scroll down or switch sites now
From the day I met and started talking to you, I felt you were someone I could come to with anything. You have a strong spirit and it shows in everything you do, its part of what first attracted me to you. When we first started occassionally talking it was a little slow at first but once we got close you took me on a rollercoaster ride of a friendship that I will never forget. Ive had many close friends in my life, but Ive rarely been so fortunate as to have one that cared for me or made me as happy as you always have. Even when fighting I couldnt help but feel lucky to even have a friendship with you to fight over. We had our ups and downs, and I'll never forget them, but each fight made us stronger and brought us closer together. We survived and endured things that when we first started I never could have hoped we'd survive. You made me such a better person and for that I will forever thank you. Before I had met you I had been betrayed and scarred from previous battles with friends, former friends, and ex-gfs, but you rekindled my hope in people. With you I had some of both the best and worst of times of my life. When we were happy together I was at my very best, I will never forget the memories you gave me. The first time I went to your house on the 4th of July, that vicious fight we had but by the end of the conversation you told me you just wanted to hold me in your arms and the next day you did just that, crying and yelling over the phone with you over the stupidest things and even more than the others, the night at your house before I left for georgia all summer -- that night was one of the best I have ever had, true it was sad but I loved every minute of just being in your company. I know we've had a falling out since my return, and that was my fault, but not a day goes by that I dont miss how we used to be. Sometimes I would lay awake at night and just wonder how you were doing or what you were up to or if you were ok, too afraid and foolish to pick up the phone and just call you like I should have on so many occassions. I know we live separate lives now and alot has changed, but one thing that will never change is how much I care about you. I love how happy you are, even if its without me being a part of it. I know that all I have with you is car pickup in the afternoons now, and even that isnt much, but I gladly take that over nothing at all. I know you wont be out there next semester and thats going to make me really sad, but for now just know that being with you out there is the best part of my day. I dont know when fate will bring us together again, but for now I will wait until the day we are reunited as the friends we should have remained as. I am still your Guardian Angel if you'll have me, I love you. In a season of faith's perfection, you are the ideal friend, Sarah Elizabeth Morton.
but I felt the need to make this entry for a very special friend of mine who likely will never read this
This is gonna be one long paragraph so if you don't care or don't want to read this then scroll down or switch sites now
From the day I met and started talking to you, I felt you were someone I could come to with anything. You have a strong spirit and it shows in everything you do, its part of what first attracted me to you. When we first started occassionally talking it was a little slow at first but once we got close you took me on a rollercoaster ride of a friendship that I will never forget. Ive had many close friends in my life, but Ive rarely been so fortunate as to have one that cared for me or made me as happy as you always have. Even when fighting I couldnt help but feel lucky to even have a friendship with you to fight over. We had our ups and downs, and I'll never forget them, but each fight made us stronger and brought us closer together. We survived and endured things that when we first started I never could have hoped we'd survive. You made me such a better person and for that I will forever thank you. Before I had met you I had been betrayed and scarred from previous battles with friends, former friends, and ex-gfs, but you rekindled my hope in people. With you I had some of both the best and worst of times of my life. When we were happy together I was at my very best, I will never forget the memories you gave me. The first time I went to your house on the 4th of July, that vicious fight we had but by the end of the conversation you told me you just wanted to hold me in your arms and the next day you did just that, crying and yelling over the phone with you over the stupidest things and even more than the others, the night at your house before I left for georgia all summer -- that night was one of the best I have ever had, true it was sad but I loved every minute of just being in your company. I know we've had a falling out since my return, and that was my fault, but not a day goes by that I dont miss how we used to be. Sometimes I would lay awake at night and just wonder how you were doing or what you were up to or if you were ok, too afraid and foolish to pick up the phone and just call you like I should have on so many occassions. I know we live separate lives now and alot has changed, but one thing that will never change is how much I care about you. I love how happy you are, even if its without me being a part of it. I know that all I have with you is car pickup in the afternoons now, and even that isnt much, but I gladly take that over nothing at all. I know you wont be out there next semester and thats going to make me really sad, but for now just know that being with you out there is the best part of my day. I dont know when fate will bring us together again, but for now I will wait until the day we are reunited as the friends we should have remained as. I am still your Guardian Angel if you'll have me, I love you. In a season of faith's perfection, you are the ideal friend, Sarah Elizabeth Morton.