today had to be the most bi-polar day ever. it sucks ass terrible but it was good i have so many mixed feelings right now a lot of which i can't say, will not say, and forgot about. but i mean what im a ganna do just sit and wait out the storm of retarded drama and emotion fuck what the fuck im going to bed, good night dr bob
going to work and doing nothing praying for a cigarett and something good to eat like a bagel and hoping for not many customers:p i don't feel so happy