people kinda like me
and i'm not a big deal

okay better. danced the night away in the high tops. good times yay
got a job - oops a daisy
18 months clean
clarity last night. clarity today. not like normal, more spread out and im definatly okay with that. :)

anger has subsided because i prayed for him.
resentment and all

swing dance hop skip FROLACK yes

I'm done believing anything you ever said - actions speak louder than words.
I'm a crazy psycho bitch and fuck you

so, this is what anger feels like...now what

k im back in LA

missing home. wanting to go back. yes? no? i have no idea

 We broke up. On his account. It hurts, but I know that it will all work it; I will be okay. 
I'm going to Los Angeles tomorrow. Wanna get away. Wanna see my mom and friends. Wanna feel some love.
Which I've gotten here, no doubt.

He says the only way it would end is if I end it

I don't think Ive ever been so content with myself for such a consistent time.
And on this 90 days of abstinence, I found someone. Someone who fits the puzzle.
And we agree. We're on the same boat, and it feels so good.
I can't read into the future, but this certainly feels right

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