So , homecoming was alot of fun actually. I went with Sam Eyster. She is so sweet and it was cool to have a friend to go with. We were on a mission to find single guys at homecoming. it was crazy. ha ( Read more... )

so, things with blake are cool ( Read more... )

Okay . so friday night I had a date. It was so much fun, he is soooo sweet and it was...different. weird not being ******. (yes im back to him, i feel he doesnt deserve for me to speak his name) but it was awesome and were going to go out again. so , im excited ( Read more... )

god i freaking hate this month. like really, i do.

shit. i just can think ( Read more... )

so , the first day of school. senior! woot.

yeh, im ready to graduate.

the first day was ...lonely.. i guess.

this gets harder and harder everyday. damn him .

well....

night.,

Ive finally began to eat. Not alot, like once a day maybe. I just dont like food. I dont know. Ive lost 8 pounds...yeh i dunno ( Read more... )

i feel like dying.

my stomach has disappeared. i havent ate in 5 days.

my whole world has changed.

everything is so screwed up.

if he only knew.

my life has taken a turn for the worst

my whole world has been turned upside down

so dillon isnt coming back until aug 14th now. something like that anyway. he was in virginia and i got like 3 emails in the past month, he was going to come back for a week or two and then go to north carolina to stay with other fam for a week. instead his mom decided to have him go straight from V to NC. So now hes at a beach house with no phone ( Read more... )