well for me things are looking pretty freaking ugly right now i need a job and i need it fast. if not im gonna go to dallas and live over there with my kuzin without a freaking choice. also my rents decided whats best for the family by wanting to sell the property that my gram's left my dad to my uncle, and us move to another city in a bigger house ( Read more... )

Damn I hadn't felt so good in a long time I started smoking again and it feels great. I went for a doobie cruse with Danno yesterday, man o'man was it great I got so stoned and I loved it. Of course for safety purposes I cant smoke for a while but I'll do it on occasion. The weird thing is every time I get stoned i want peanut-butter sandwiches and ( Read more... )

Well as you can tell by the title im depressed once again but this time kuz i just found out like 2 minutes ago that my ex-girlfriend Maxie past away a few weeks ago and no one had told me. i just feel like such an asshole and a retard right now. i hadn't spoken to her in a few months and i was wondering how things were so when i saw her kuzin ( Read more... )

well this is weird kuz i pissed off Jc last night by not telling him why i was in a bad mood. but i just didn't feel like talking and apparently he's still mad at me. i really don't care any way. but i did come up with a good name for the band a few minutes ago. I thought of "Agua Negra" or "Black Water" if you don't understand spanish. everyone ( Read more... )

well sumthing really weird and interesting happened today ( Read more... )

i dunno what 2 do or how i should feel any more i just wish i could finally find a gurl that would want to be with a guy like me. but i know that, that most likely wont happen.