Well, Ive come to the conclusion that everything happens for a reason.  Lifes just a game, a big test.  Shit happens, get over it.  What good is sitting around crying over things gonna do?  Roll with the punches, I mean, nothing good is going to come from arguing with people and whatnot.  Why waste your time when you could be doing something more ( Read more... )

Okay, Im a shitty friend.  I know I am.  Im totally sorry for it too.  I love Brittni Natasha with all my fucking heart and I dont want to lose her as a friend because shes one of my best friends and she means soo much to me.  I never call her, or hang out with her, I barely ever talk to her, ever, and Im just an overall shitty friend.  Im too ( Read more... )

John William Scandurra is my best friend. This kid is absolutely astonishing. I love him soo much. Hes the nicest person Ive ever met in my entire life. Just being his friend, its the most amazing thing that ever happened to me. Hes truly an amazing person. Hes done anything and pretty much everything Ive ever asked him to do for me. Hes the ( Read more... )

I just hate people.  A lot.  Nobody seems to get that Im a human being and I have other feelings besides being happy.   Nobody is always happy, they can act like it, but theyre not.  And if their "friends" really did care then they would know something was always wrong, no matter how good an act you put on.  I hate this feeling and I wish someone ( Read more... )

Hi.  How are you?  Im fabulous...I guess.  I talked to Jonathan William Scandurra today, hes quite the fascinating child.  He complimented me on my vocabulary.  I felt quite accomplished, I got a compliment ffrom John, him being the amazing kid he is, I was happy.  But anyhow, Ive recently discovered that I can have a moving background on my ( Read more... )

Well, today was a pretty good day but...I got hurt...blah.  I was playing soccer,at my mothers place of working with all the older kids, and I had to save a ball with my fucking boob.  Yes,  I did say boob.  And then this kid Aaron, who happens to work there, STEPPED ON MY FOOT.  This kid is somewheres around 6'4" and he weighs  about 200lbs.  So, ( Read more... )

wow.  life is so confusing.  one minute, ill feel so good about myself, and ill be happy..and then something bad will happen and bring my world of, happiness crashing down into a world of depressed, nothingness.  the only thing i can do to make it all better is write.  writing has now become my life..seeing as im grounded, pretty much the rest of ( Read more... )

wow, im really proud. Ive been continually writing poems, day in and day out, and they take me like 20 minutes, and they all come out pretty decent. the most recent one i dont feel like typing right now,so just ask me if you wanna see it. its decent, im happy with it.

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wow, Ryan O' Connor actually thinks that my poem is good. Im so honored seeing as the kid should one day become a famous poet. Hes sooooooo good. Its insane really. Heres one of his many fabulous poems ( Read more... )

so, today was pretty uneventful. I ate, and went online, and FINALLY wrote another poem.  its decent, not my best work..but decent.  its not in poem form...i dont know what its about so please, dont ask.  I dont know who its about either..so dont ask that.  Oh by the way, I love Lauren Petrucelli, A LOT.

Heres me...lower than dirt and as I try to ( Read more... )