i'll walk away...

[_assault_]

i broke down today. i don't know what it was. i was sitting in math and i just could not move. my whole body went numb. i faked sick and went to the bathroom. i sat in the handicap stall and cried. i felt so pathetic that it made me cry even more. this isn't supposed to happen. i took my meds. i should be happy, godammit! i've only cried for no

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your writing...

[stud_like_me]

is wonderful

es posible

[ether_intake]

Yah, I went a little detailed about the here on earth more than 'here', present life situraion 'here'. But all I said, I meant it all to be general. Aplying to both "here's". So uh yah. Ultimately, everything is up to you and your capability. And sheila, you ARE capable of leaving your parents, changing your life and stuff; it just might not be the way you want it to be. So; yes you could leave your parents and school, and run away, but then there a negative things that you cannot control there as well.

Damnit. I wrote to much without really explaining anything clearly; again.

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[truth_destructs]

Oh yay you got art conspiracy. That's effing rad. Don't worry Sheila. You're not the only person that has done shit like that. You know what I'm talking about.

[anonymous]

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Enjoy.
Peace and love.

Hooray. Smiths time.

[avoid_the_sky]

Is it wrong to want to live on your own ?
No, it's not wrong, but I must know
How can someone so young
Sing words so sad?

Sheila take a, Sheila take a bow
Boot the grime of this world in the crotch, dear
And don't go home tonight
Come out and find the one
That you love and who loves you
The one that you love and who loves you

Is it wrong not to always be glad?
No, it's not wrong, but I must add
How can someone so young
Sing words so sad?

Sheila take a, Sheila take a bow
Boot the grime of this world in the crotch, dear
And don't go home tonight
Come out and find the one
That you love and who loves you
The one that you love and who loves you
Take my hand and off we stride

You're a girl and I'm a boy
Take my hand and off we stride
I'm a girl and you're a boy
Sheila take a, Sheila take a bow

Throw your homework onto the fire
Come out and find the one that you love
Come out and find the one you love

Re: Hooray. Smiths time.

[_assault_]

my mom should've known what she was getting herself into when she named me after that song. i mean c'mon....that song is me. thanks, shelb shelb!