Dear Brain,
Get with the times, I don't want to have dreams like that anymore.

Also. I am happy today :)

Training has been awesome. I got to do a ropes course and climbed across a horizontal rope ladder like 30 feet in the air! I really like the rest of the staff. It should be a good year.

Think of something beautiful,

Marissa

I moved in for training week. My room is in a completely different set up than last year. Hopefully this will prevent confusion of memories as I was in this same room last year, haha. Also, it looks a lot more inviting.

Brown Eyed Girl was on the radio 4 times on my way up here :)

I hope your today looks as bright as mine does,
Marissa

Sometimes, it's easy to forget the simplest wonders in life ( Read more... )

what happened to two days ago?

i'm sitting here sad and feeling terrible about my body.

i'm soooo obsessed with workouts and eating healthy....why do i feel like it's never reflected?

i've worked (for over an hour and a half each session) out for 21 of the 31 days i've been home.....same weight.

:(

crumbling. crumbling crumbling.
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i'm ready.

i'm ready ready ready ready.

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New boy. A great new bra. Time with recently made friends (and old ones). Good hair days. Skinny days. Field hockey. Education classes!

i'm ready ready ready!

Lessss go!

something new please?

we talked. i am calm. it literally feels like a weight has been lifted off my chest. :)

hahahahahahhahahahahahahahaha FUCK YA

last firework in personal artillery shot off last night.

things always look better in the morning.

new beginnings. :)

home is lovely :)

the sun is coming out.

bought a new ipod and uploading it with a ton of music i listened to in high school. sooo much cypress hill hahhahaa.

working out. lots. makes me feel good.

yuuupp. that's about it

hope you are doing well too