i wake alone and pretend that i am finally home

[_atlantica]

i listen to "the recluse" over and over and it makes me nauseous and dizzy and i shake. it makes me sick and uneasy but i play it again.remember when we laid in your backyard looking at the planets late at night even though it was cold outside? you said "they look so small" and i said "it doesn't look like those pictures". remember at the beach

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[pullmeapart__]

why does 'the recluse' make you feel so bad? :x

[_atlantica]

it doesn't make me feel bad, it makes me feel nervous
and i'm not sure why
it's an enchanting song, some songs just do that

[vinylheartache]

i think it's normal to wish you had someone else's life. cause no matter what, we are all greedy humans who want more than we have.

[__upallnight]

i loved your last sentence. i can relate. <3

[_atlantica]

:)
ps: love your icon

[explosives_]

i dont think i ever told you that i really appreciate all the times you leave comments to me and how much you really make me feel worth something and i just wanted to say thank you becaues it's kindness like this from people that i've never met that really make me think this world is even remotely wonderful and goodness, just thanks. thanks for being close to me without ever even having to give me a chance, but always doing it anyways. just thanks. thanks for having a big heart.

i'm really glad atleast one person does.

[_atlantica]

asdfhglsadfjhearts!