I know I don't know you that well (or at all really...ut I hope you feel better and everything works out and junk. I'm really starting to hate Eternal Sunshine, I know like 8 chicks who saw it and constantly compare themselves to Celementine now. Sure I can blame them for being crazy, but it's much quicker and easier to blame entertainment, just ask the governement! I might have to do a "I hate Eternal Sunshine" post now, we'll see if my bitterness increases through out the night (it usually does). But anyway, I do sincerly hope everything works out yo
let me let you in on a secret. girls see someone on tv that they admire, they suddenly nitpick every stupid slight coincidence and swear suddenly that they are that person. fuck look at sex and the city. everyone think theyre fucking carrie bradshaw. i cant explain it, but we all do it. for a month after we saw mean girls, jess and i acted like fucking dopes bc we loved the movie so much. who knows dude. its fucking stupid.
well i appreciate your honest, and whether you believe me or not i do think youre an amazing friend to ashley and an enormously better friend to her than i have ever been. you have no reason to believe any of that entry and i realize that. but whether you think its true or not, there is a certain point when one has to look at themselves and realize who they are. and i am a fucking bitch. i dont like it. im a miserable person and ive got fucking problems and im a hypocrite and im rash and a million other faults. i dont like it in the least bit. this wasnt a pity rant. i was just writing in my journal something i needed to get out. and if thats in anyway lying to people, or faking it in your eyes, thats fine. its how i felt at the time and i feel i had the right to say as such in my own journal.
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I must see you and you haven't hurt me (I dont think anyone can anymore)
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you may have written people off
but now you're willing to change that
and you HAVE. and i couldnt be happier for you
hahaha i SO remember our gay lil fights. oh man.
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