Comments | _autumn_breeze_: My first time in love and my first heartbreak all at once

_autumn_breeze_

My first time in love and my first heartbreak all at once

Dec 13, 2004 18:45

I love you because you're everything I want,

but

I hate you because I'll never have you

(Why do you do this to me?)

Comments 9

xxkiss_the_rain December 13 2004, 19:19:19 UTC

I feel exactly the same way... well to some extent.
we need like an emo sesh!

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ximcyndilauperx December 14 2004, 14:19:36 UTC

WTF? WHAT HAPPENED? YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND? NO ONE TELLS ME ANYTHING ANYMORE!

_autumn_breeze_ December 16 2004, 19:11:12 UTC

I don't have a bf, nope. haha, no one really understands this so yeah...you're not the only one.

yellow_ducky December 15 2004, 12:41:44 UTC

awe, thats so sad, but i guess its true too. i'd like to say i understand but i probably don't so yeah, i bet it hurts though and if you ever need a shoulder to cry on or someone to spill your emotions out onto i'm here. well after all that has happened its time that something good, postive, and happy happens for you.

P.S. i guess when you get really mad at him you could just call him a fucker or asshole. That works. Maybe to his face would wake him up, snap him into reality. But its your life so do what feels rigth or whatever you feel comfortable doing. As long as you do something to stop him hurting you. Letting out a big long sigh works too.

_autumn_breeze_ December 16 2004, 19:13:18 UTC

Awww thanks Angela you're such a good friend. I hope our friendship never changes, becuase that would be bad and i would miss your overly talkativeness.

I don't know what I'm going to do from here. Be confused i guess.

yellow_ducky December 16 2004, 19:57:14 UTC

well I think we both of us know that a confused state of mind isn't always the best, but until things settle down with this thing(AB being informed about some stuff and his overall wierdness towards you and anything else thats happened)I suppose there's no other logical and reasonable choice.

But keep building your confidence, it'll definitly get you somewhere! Don't give up until you know you've given it your all. It's better to try and fail in doing something then to not do anything at all, constantly regret it, and keep asking yourself the worst, most nagging, and horrible two words: "What if?"

xxlessthanthree December 18 2004, 10:06:28 UTC

_autumn_breeze_ December 18 2004, 20:23:03 UTC

<3 back to you becuase you're so sweet.

You always give love at the best times, lol.