one week later it was melodies

[_ava_adore_]

I felt as though I was doing really well with the whole college/ anxiety about being  home thing, but I guess it just hits people at different times. Most people right away, then they get use to it. Not I. When I first got here, up until like now, I was thinking that I had a great experience in life thus far and now is the appropriate time to move

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[ohmygodmuffin]

I've been getting this feeling at the strangest time. Right after my midterms, I pretty much spent two weeks thinking about nothing but how much I wanted to be home, after being fine and happy with it all. The feeling of obligatory maturing makes me ridiculously sad too. I don't really know how to deal with this at all.
When are you coming home next, and for how long?
I am home from November 17th (8 days ohmygod) until January 2nd, because Knox is crazy.

[humor_is_a_gift]

That is a reallllly long time.

[ohmygodmuffin]

It's because we have three ten-week terms instead of two semesters. My next vacation is only like...nine days in the spring. It's weird.

[4lizardqueen4]

awww, renee...
i guess i feel more nostalgic for childishness & i'm too good at detachment from other people.
i love you & we're gonna be together for another 3 years plus.
i mean, you've got field work term & your whole life to miss those days, my idea is to enjoy college 'cause this is a once in a life time sort of thing, like high school.
we've just got to stay young inside. we should build another fort & watch pete & pete or some other nick show.

[humor_is_a_gift]

Renee I realize this is sad and everything, and totally know what you're going through and it sucked, or were going through, I guess this is kind of old, but I have to be honest and say that it's nice to know I am missed. I worry I am yesterday's news sometimes, haha.