Nevermind.
I am ikn a really good mood right now..
I know im ridiculous, I know. But I jsut have this feeling like I'll get done what  Ican, and if I have to stay up all night Sunday then oh well. I'll be okay, I always am.
As for other reasons of wanting to just stop existing, well I was just viewing things form the wrong angle.

I feel overwhelmed. completly.

I just want to take a break from life.

I am in a much better mood, so I figured I would write about it. Febraury vacation has officially started, and I am oh soo releived. Last year febraury vacation was insane, it was when I first started becoming good friends with Laura, aand we pretty much attatched ourselves together that vaca staying out all night everynight goign to parites and ( Read more... )

"I tend not to write things down because, if I do, it makes them real."

In response to Katie's poigant relization I must confess I feel the same way, which is why I have not writen on a certian feeling that has been present in me for qiute sometime now.. But now that it all just came out I feel I need to just write. I need to write this before I ( Read more... )

Laptops are love ( Read more... )

Rahhhh stupid Fafsa. Why does everybody else have parents who are all on top of this crap? I just wanna go to College ( Read more... )

Sooo I need to update today because it is Coreys birthday! and I need to express my love for him to the whole 5 or so peopel who read this. COREY IS MY FAVORITE..ever ( Read more... )

Knowing that a lot less peopel are reading this now makes it easier to write in.  I had very decent weekend. Friday Greg slept over and  Ibrought his to the ski trip thingy at 5 in the morning. Greg and I are doing sooo very well together. We jsut have a lot of fun hanging out and being all cutesy like in a reltionship ( Read more... )

Today as I was so very happy at Coreys house jsut chillen adn eating dinner with his fam I got a little sad. I was warming my butt by the woodstove after eating a delcious meal cooked by my personal hero (mrs. Ames) reflecting on how happy I was becasue I jsut could nto stop laughing...then I thought, my god-I am really going to miss this after I ( Read more... )

I am actaully really realyl happy right now.

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